What to do with myself....??

It's 9:21pm. Kevin's out at a hockey game. I'm home alone. All the babies are asleep (baby and pets), I've had my vino, my dinner and my 3 cookies. And the silence is nearly paralyzing. I used to relish in these moments (pre-baby), and in the heat of my life I live today - I only fantasize about this peace and quiet. But it's here and now and I don't know what to do with myself! Is this normal? What's happened to me!?

All I can hear is silence. It's not comfortable. It's actually a bit terrifying.